Inspiration ...

U know at times.. you get a sudden gush of inspiration.. and you seem to be sky high thinking about your own expectations of yourself.. haha i think i got got hit by one of those..

As i was thinking about what to do on my trip to cambridge..and looking through the website of Girton college..it occured to me.

I want to do well for my A Exams and trutly get into a University i really want to get into.. most probaby overseas. Haha envisioned with University.. is the experiance.. the culture of someplace else.. away from Singapore. Whilst having a great times abroad ...finally for the very first time have a thirst for knowledge.. Perhaps i actually know what i want to study in University.. or maybe i don't. But i need a purpose in life..

Perhaps in a bit to develop myself .. interms of maturity and the "ideal" me ha.. Someone who sees his own flaws as well as strengths .. one who does not sucumb to pressure .. both relying on wit and experiance. With an air of confidence... a more refined person..yaya

But anyway ...
I don't about other people..

But often when i think of some of the things i want.. Apart from the vibrant city dwelling.. I often envsion endless green meadows around a chilly lake.. The warm surroundings often cooled by the breeze coming from the lake.. As i lie down staring at the sky .. perhaps lost in thought or admiring the beauty of nature . Maybe even sitting down on a bench in the midst of a quiet serene garden surrounded by gothic architecture just dreaming..

Haiyo .. all these sound so awfuly cheesy right.. but i think i am quite lost in thought..lol

So anyway before i forget.. here are some goals i think i should set..

1 ) Study hard.. work towards University!
2 ) Enjoy every moment of life.. stay positive! Mother nature included [ though often when i picture this scene i swear i am not in Singapore .. ]
3 ) try to follow through with stuff... this included..
4 ) Read more! I think i've been suffering from a serious mental block..
5 ) Be more confident! =o
6 ) Be more self-aware in certain aspects..
7 ) Breathe deeper! Smile! =)
8 ) place a lil more interlectual thought into issues at time.. i find myself air-headed haha

Anyway .. some stuff i wanna do when i am on my 2 week trip.. Get some time alone.. enjoy the atmosphere.. visit Bath , Lake District ... Perhaps exercise a bit over there .. ( heard they have an indoor pool and gym hah! ) . And hopefully make new friends ! =)
- Inspired

-Sena @ 7:38 AM

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